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What comes from death ?
The absence of life itself. In the grip of death. I will become as I was... once not. Not conscious. The concept of nothing is a lie.
When we say there is nothing, it is because we lack that capability - knowledge - to see what is really there. The atom was thought to be imaginary, but it is real. There are even smaller components than the atom, sub-atomic particles giving atoms shape and behavior. Energy it is not destroyed, but transferred, that is death. The consciousness becoming nil, and the beginning of our essence, returning from which it came back into the universe. "fear of death". I know it is not death that I truly fear, for fear is not possible if the consciousness ceases to exist. What I fear is living a life that has passed me by, like being a passenger in a car ride only to end at a destination with out my input. Where I could have done more than witness. How can I function if f(x) is removed (y) is to live to exist, if there was no integration of myself into the real world. I fear living a life not worth living. I fear life for that is where I could fail. Failure is not my enemy, it is my friend, teaching me what I have done was wrong. With redirection I could lead my self to what is correct.
What and why do I suffer?
In this life I choose, with out it there would not be joy or the pain that makes every smile flee. It is the choices that we make, the world may bound us into a concentration camp damned to physical and emotional torture. Where we are boundless and rule, is in our minds. The one place no human or environment can force us: is in our minds.
Thoughts can not be gripped. Death gives life meaning? If all was given it would be taken for granted, for it was not earned? Never to be lost? With out death we would never progress; feel, or have a desiree to live, for it will always be there.
What will happen when I die? I will die and the elements that make me will be broken down as far as nature permits, and then they will flow in the cosmic currents, playing their part in the formation of matter.
I do.
Matter.
What will become of my death? I will truly become one with the universe, that is what will become of my death.
To be Sexist.
Is beyond disgrace, it is an insult to humankind for we all come from half of each gender. Say what you will about the other gender but remember that other half is you as well. Sharing the same blue planet, with ever so slight variations.
We are whole and same.
Sexism is a disservice to our progress. Orientating traits with one sex or the other is counter productive. We as the human race, born with weakness and we grow them into strengths with time and effort. No sex can determine anything
Zero is potential.
that is why when you divide 3 into one it does not add up .33… times 3 equals .99…
the true number scale is one through nine. Zero is a virtual particle it is not there… it is the after life is what was before there was one. Nothing can not exist.
What if zero intact is not real but imaginary a bridge between 9 and 11
Can you touch one? is one even real?
One of something is something weather we name it to be nothing or something it doesn’t not mean it is intact real. AIR, you feel it right but only when?
A vacuum when sealed and measuring its constitutes these virtual particles fathom a reality from a seeming to be nothing… How do we measure this? well forces, to measure the invisible you need Michael Faraday.
HOW REDUNDANT IS THAT?
all that I know is that one third does not make sense but 3/3 does. What is one?
Why does one have this being that is more existent than a zero my entire life i have felt as though I am potential, waiting to be realized by some one… but one is just as unreal and zero the bridge is imaginary and so is data but to give up on the search of meaning on description on proper communication and understanding is not an option for a scientist.
What is math.
Math is a form of communication, I am literally dropping a tear. I am an overemotional being that is subdued to biasesim. We are all in out own world creating a meaning with in the one given.
What is love? sacrifice, death? how does one prove their love… Any way this is my profession to science and the reason I do it for myself! and humanity. One day we understand what is an atom. What is the forces that make up an atom. One day we will be able to manipulate all the matter to make this cold universe a bit warmer with our foot print.
Expand populate is that love? How do we love that of which does not speak does the universe feel? Does a tree feel??? We though slaves were beneath us, no the ability to learn their language was above us and out of reach we were scared and saw a tool instead of a human… How many more times will we repeat history next is it clones? Who’s right is it to leave your foot print on my lawn?
What makes this my lawn?
I am sorry for ranting…
Math it is all about logic right. Is math even logical when a simple elementary fraction does not MAKE SENSE!!!
I think the lesson with in it is if you divide you will lose that .1111111111111111111…….
Do we have to lose? What is winning if the universe dies? does the universe transform for us alone is this another mentality for humans to do what ever fit their liking or is our liking divine?
Conflicted by the ability to even harvest fire with out lose, to reuse the fumes from gasoline than refine them in distillers attached to exhaust pipes… WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE... one third make sense.
Symbols do these letters even make sense flip an m and you have E. Me do I make sense or am I running out of Ideas where M is a Z is bent and subtracted. When does a line stop when my pen lifts from the paper how long you ride with Pb lead is not as long as I do less even though a strike is not intelligent Picasso is a genius for painting in the air during his blue period collection. Stop slow down to capture more. Is that another lesson does it matter if I learn all this for nothing? Does nothing exist if all this is redundant and we are all going to die some day why should I improve a broken dinner table when I never even had one when I hated enjoying dinner with a failing marriage unfolding before my eyes in my youth.
WOW that was a lot of negativity. Will this reduce our activity like M is reduced to Z.
Again why doe s Z make that sound it does not speak I do?
Agree to disagree it seems like that is all we are doing chasing tails to end with our own tucked between our legs.
BRAVERY I will marry science and that who resembles it for me. To my left my heart bleeds internally so that my breath stretches every organ playing a tune only a dog can hear.
Awareness, awareness… When we are all biased, how will this improve out state of being to capture that bit that is lost that .111…..
Love Love Love do I love wasting energy?
Why accept 1/3 I love imperfection to reduce the stress of our lack of… This is not a state that will mandate our days to come.
We will foster seeming nothings into something for we are all real zeros.
I have to go… I apologize for this rant.